Sunday, August 03, 2008
Hmm..
Today I was brainstorming for the upcoming events for Singapore Society...
and recently I've been quite busy..
not because of my work..
but something which should not have taken up so much of my time..
I am now an admin for a group in an online game..
yes, it is a game..
and a game is supposed to stay as a game..
no more..
but I do not know why I actually take this admin role seriously..
weird??
Yes it is..
but at least it gives me something to do back home..
Well, so yeah..
I was brainstorming for the events for next academic year..
and suddenly something came into my mind..
I've always wanted to be an engineer ever since I was in secondary years...
and suddenly I thought...
What if I'm not cut out to be engineer?
What if I'm supposed to be doing some other course?
These thoughts suddenly came to me..
Imagine you have been doing something for so long...
and you always believe that everything will turn out fine...
but suddenly you stop and think...
what if that is not the case?
what if I've been wasting my time all these while?
what if I've actually been fooling myself?
It's bothering me..
but I do not know how to answer those questions..
something is missing...
something is indeed missing...
Thanks to all the blogs i referred to (countless) for html code help :) (esp. cyn' and sixseven)
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