Sunday, May 25, 2008
Severe headache..
Weakened vision..
Degenerating brain cells...
Am I dying?
It can't be..
There is still so much things I want to do..
I haven't bought a house..
I haven't bought a sport car..
I haven't even set up a business with my friend..
Is this world really so cruel?
I promised that I would bring my friend to the UK for holiday..
Am I not going to be able to fulfill that?
This world has been so unfair..
There are a lot more people in this world..
but why does it always choose me?
Why do I always have to be the one to suffer?
Is this my karma?
The fruit of what I had done in the past?
All I ask for is a second chance..
Is that too much?
What happened to the quote "Everybody deserves a second chance"?
Does that 'everyone' not including me?
Am I insignificant?
Am I non-existent?
Am I 'just another person'?
Fate is cruel..
The lives of humans have been pre-destined..
just like mine..
I tried to change it..
but..
it's still not good enough eh?
or rather..
it's not possible to change it
Is this how I am supposed to meet my end?
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Went for a stroll yesterday and found some interesting art concepts A seat peeled off the ground.jpg)
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Untidy carpet.jpg)
Protruding posts (effect of China earthquake??)
Friday, May 16, 2008
To mark the coming of exam period, I'm going to give myself a title for every module that I have revised:
*Process Control: Routhian
*Separation Process: Column Designer
*Business Management: Apprentice
*Mathematics: Laplacian
*Statistics: Statistician
*Particle Technology: Void
I have currently gained the title: Laplacian
Random:
Today I went to Newcastle Food Heroes Tasting Market and bought myself a Ginkgo Green Tea to boost my memory.
Sunday, May 11, 2008
I've just posted some pictures my friend took around Newcastle in my multiply..
Click here to see them
Ohhh...and what do you readers think about the picture shown below:
Do you think it's like the DVD cover of some Korean love drama?? Hehehehe..
Thursday, May 08, 2008
The worst week of Semester 2 is finally coming to an end..
For the past few days, I have not had a decent sleep and a decent diet..
I sacrificed my dinner to sleep and I sacrificed my usual sleeping time to study and finish my project..
but oh well..
it's gonna be over soon..
Tomorrow I'm gonna have a presentation and that's it for this week..
Hmmm..the weather in England is sure nice these few days..
The sun is shining so brightly that I'm worried that I'll become darker..
and the sky is so blue that you feel like you're drowned in a vast ocean..
Spring is here and summer is coming soon...jpg)
Yep..this is what the locals like to do when the sun is out and shining..BASKING!!!
I find it weird because coming from a tropical country, we tend to take this kind of thing for granted..
Back home, I remember how I used to loathe the weather..
The big round yellow thing is always up in the sky showing off its brilliance..
It is always so hot that you can't get through a day without air-con..
but here..
it's the other way round..
people love to see the sun..
when they don't see the sun, they'll complain..
and when it's out, they will purposely look for an empty land and sit down together doing whatever they want..
but yeah..i gotta admit it..
the spring this year is sure very different..
Last year, I couldn't recall any memories I had during spring except going to uni for lessons and then coming home for lunch and staying there until the next day..
At least this time, I get to witness how spring in Newcastle really is..
Hehehehe...
Orrhh!!! Btw, I saw this huge cow when I walked to uni this morning..
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