Sunday, December 31, 2006
Less than 4 hours to the year 2007 and I'm sitting around doing nothing as usual
Exams are just around the corner or a corner around?
Which one is correct?
I dunno..
Anyway, new year always means new resolution
always?
maybe..
so anyway, cut the crap..
I just wanna be a good boy..
a good boy?
Maybe I have to be more specific..hehe..
but who cares??
New year just means new resolution
and I only have to stick to it..like someone said...haha..
Anyway, there had been lotsa things happened in 2006 both good and bad..
but there were more good things though..haha..
I get to do things that I have been wanting to since I was in Singapore..
It was only a minor things but I'm happy..haha..
I wonder if I would have a chance to do crazy stuff again next year..
I wonder.. I wonder..
Thursday, December 14, 2006
You were my strength when I was weak
you were my voice when I couldn't speak
you were my eyes when I couldn't see
you saw the best that was in me
Such a great words from such a great song..
I wonder if I have people that I can rely on when I'm really really screwed
not about love matters and not about school matters..
I just wonder..will there be a time that I'm faced with really really difficult situation and I need someone to rely on?
I wonder.. i wonder..I hate when people start to make use of me cos it's just hard for me to say no when someone asks for help.
I just wonder..will that person do the same for me when I'm in need?
Sometimes I just think that people are nice to you because you did something good for them..
So it's merely a return act of kindness..It doesn't come from their own will that they want to help you..
They just help you cos you've helped them before..
but I maybe wrong..cos human's heart is something that is beyond my ability to comprehend..
But one thing for sure, wherever you go, there's always this type of people..
Sometimes I'm just sick of it.. i wonder if i will stop meeting this kind of people.
They just make my life more difficult..
I just want to enjoy my life in uni..doing watever I want..but some people just cannot understand that..
Selfish as always..I wonder why I can't do that..i wonder..
I wonder why I'm always the one to suffer when I don't deserve it..
I wonder.. I wonder..
Guess it will be a never-ending list of "I wonder"..
but I just want to write this journal so that I will have a little bit peace of mind..
I wonder if I can have that...I wonder...
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