Sunday, May 25, 2008
Severe headache..
Weakened vision..
Degenerating brain cells...
Am I dying?
It can't be..
There is still so much things I want to do..
I haven't bought a house..
I haven't bought a sport car..
I haven't even set up a business with my friend..
Is this world really so cruel?
I promised that I would bring my friend to the UK for holiday..
Am I not going to be able to fulfill that?
This world has been so unfair..
There are a lot more people in this world..
but why does it always choose me?
Why do I always have to be the one to suffer?
Is this my karma?
The fruit of what I had done in the past?
All I ask for is a second chance..
Is that too much?
What happened to the quote "Everybody deserves a second chance"?
Does that 'everyone' not including me?
Am I insignificant?
Am I non-existent?
Am I 'just another person'?
Fate is cruel..
The lives of humans have been pre-destined..
just like mine..
I tried to change it..
but..
it's still not good enough eh?
or rather..
it's not possible to change it
Is this how I am supposed to meet my end?
Thanks to all the blogs i referred to (countless) for html code help :) (esp. cyn' and sixseven)
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