Monday, September 24, 2007
I will forever be a child no matter what I tried to do..
I was born into a family who cares for me too much..
Ok, maybe some people say it's good cos it shows that they love me and so on..
but I think that the affection they give me is excessive..
I am already 21 years old which is an international age for an adult..
Therefore, I should have the liberty to do whatever I want, and go where ever I want..
My family should already know that I don't like stuffs like clubbing, drinking and all those stupid things that make you feels high...
but why do they still control me like I am still a child?
Yesterday I went out with friends..
and it should be obvious that I wouldn't stay in one place for the whole day..
I went out with my sister in the morning and then parted ways and walked around Orchard with my friend to look for presents..
After that, she had to go to church and so I was alone...
Having nothing to do, I decided to go to NTU to visit my fellow comrades...hehehehe..
we talked and played until I forgot the time...
When I realised it was already 11, I rushed back immediately..
At that time, I thought, my sister should still be awake since she never go to bed as early as 11 pm..
That was a mistake...
I should have informed her where I was and what time I would be home since my phone battery was low...
I rushed like mad but still not enough to catch the last train..
so I had to go back with cab..
and as soon as I reached home..
I received a good scolding as expected..
Apparently, when I went out, my mum had called my sister and asked her to do this and that for me..
All those were actually unnecessary but I appreciated their care and concern and told my sister that I did not need all those as it would be provided in my new house..
What I am not happy about is that why they still want to know who I go with and where I go???
It is as if they give me the impression that they do not believe me...
I hate people who don't trust me when I have been so nice to them..
It really made me depressed..
Today is supposed to be one of the most important days in my life..
but I already start the day with a gloomy mood...
and to make it worse, it is raining so early in the morning..
How I wish for the day where my family would give me the liberty to do whatever I want without any intrusion..
I wonder when it will come true..
I wonder...
Maybe I'm really just a boy after all...
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